ISLAMABAD: Former Pakistan batter Ahmad Shahzad became emotional while speaking about his long absence from competitive cricket. He said that the latest disappointment feels heavier than before because of his son. He shared his feelings during Geo News programme Harna Mana Hai, where he appears as a panellist.
Shahzad said he still carries a strong desire to return to the game and feels saddened when he watches his batchmates continue playing. “I feel very sad. I want to play,” he said, adding that he often questions what led to his situation and why his career stalled.
Moreover, Shahzad revealed that the days immediately after every auction remain especially difficult for him. He said he has spent 18 years in the sport, and losing everything suddenly continues to haunt him. He admitted that the first two or three days after the auctions make him feel like crying, and the same emotions return every time.
Shahzad questions PCB’s silence, rejects personal approach
Shahzad also expressed disappointment that no one formally reached out to him despite his long association with Pakistan cricket. He asked why officials never sat down to discuss what happened or how he could contribute again.
Meanwhile, he said some PSL franchise officials remain unclear about his status. One team reportedly believed he was banned, while others assumed he had retired, which he blamed on a lack of clarity from the Pakistan Cricket Board.
However, Shahzad said he would not contact anyone himself, insisting a player’s greatest weapon is self-respect. He also claimed his presence in the PSL would still boost attention and viewership.
Speaking about his son, Shahzad said the child is nine now and wanted to see him play again. He said that moment touched his heart most. Still, he maintained he stands by his decisions and values.
